I've noticed a lot of trends in this blog as it silently drifts through time after time.
I think about you a lot in Spring and Summer. Enough where I feel writing about it.
I think about how different we are...the things I wouldn't do with you or would do with you.
Some games that I would find myself enjoying playing with you.
I miss you. I really do. As a friend who I gave everything and trusted my secrets and emotions to.
I can't help but think over and over that I am stubborn and can't let it go.
Your smile and happiness brings an abundance of happiness to me.
I wish I could see you. To see your smile. To see your happiness.
Without suffer, without despair.
Sometimes....
I am happy and yet I feel the emptiness.
The joy of sharing an emotional connection.
The warmth and assurance of a significant other.
A smile so pleasing and warming that melts away all the pain and suffering.
